I can't breathe

Do you know what it's like, to feel like you are falling from the face of the earth? Just falling falling falling, falling forever...

måndag 12 juli 2010

It's a brand new start - if it's good or bad? Well...we'll see.

Yeaha.
I don't know what made me do this.
Maybe it's a really bad thing to do.
I already have a blog. Well.. two other blogs acctually.
But... I don't feel like... it's me anymore.
It's just... someplace where I bitch and moan, but always have to think about what I write, because almost everyone I know read it. Ueh.
I hate that. To have like... a limit to what I can and can't write.
People I can and can't hurt.

Well, this blog is for me. A new start. Hopefully of something better.

Today was great.
I woke up next to the person I love, Tomo-cha~n. We had decided to go see a movie in Shinjuku, so we had to get up pretty early (around 1 in the afternoon.. And yeah THAT'S EARLY). But we failed ofcourse. I acctually managed to get up att around 2pm, but I didn't really feel the urge to wake up the little trol. So I let him sleep for another hour while I put on the mask(the mask of makeup and so on). Then I got stuck in front of my computer as usual, (playing heroes 3 makes me forget my own name for gods sake) so when I finally decided to wake him, he realized we had missed the movie. Oops... Well, we decided to see Toy story 3 in 3D instead, and that meant time for some lazy cozy time in bed. I love that about having a partner that totally sucks at english (and yeha, I suck at Japanese so..eehe) it leaves more space for cozy cuddling and non-verbal experiences. lol.

Yeah... why do I always get stuck on irrelevant stuff? Pfft.
Well, we ate soba, smoked till we couldn't breathe (yeah we are both trying to stop smoking lol) and then saw the friggin' movie. It was awesome btw. Totally worth...his money. Ueh. I get so spoiled when I have a wonderful man in my life. I have to remember to tell him to be less nice to me or something. lol.

Then we went home, spent some hours in bed, and then he went home to Saitama.

After that I tried to spend som "Malin-time" watching Gossipgirl (oh how I missed that show) but that didn't really worked out as I wanted it to...hrpf.

Well... now I am stuck mailing with this weird Japanese guy who can't seem to get my hints that I have no interest in him whatsoever... and I can't sleep. Yeeey.
Life is brilliant, and I want to die.

School starts in 4 hours and I haven't slept at all.
Fuck it.

Well... I think that makes for my first ...what the fuck is the word in english? Ad? Eh, whatever. Goodnight bitches and spacemens.
~

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