tisdag 27 juli 2010
onsdag 21 juli 2010
It still lingers on..
What the hell am I doing? And why the hell am I here?
Ueh.
Stupid day with stupid thoughs.
I coughed myself through a really hard and annoying test in school today.
Hopefully I didn't fail that hard. :) ehe.
Have enother test tomorrow, because I missed the one yesterday.
I'm not looking forward to it, and I don't feel like studying. :)
It's too hot.
Btw, I am so tired of my weak ass body right now. >_<
Shape up for fucks sake! I don't have time to be sick all the time. :S
No I mean SERIOUSLY!? I realized today how bad it was when my korean friend Deon-san said that he would bring me some cold medicine, and I was like "いいえ、大丈夫だよ。 薬がある。" and he answered that with;"Okey, but it can't be that good medicine? Be'cuz you have been sick since June?"
Have it really been that long since I was well? O_O Seriously?
WAH!
And if that wasn't enough I came across this annoying girl today. >_< Gah, I can't stand her. Wah, I want to hang out with M and trashtalk people we don't know. <3 God, I need some gossip and badmouthing. Seriously. I miss my girlfriends.
And I need the "Eh!? SHUT THE FUCK UP!?" instead of the "EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH!?"s and the "USSSSSSOOOOOO!?"... I am so tired..
I just want to put something on their mouths when they get thoose highpitched disgusting voices. >_< Ew. I want Sweden. I need a vacation! NOW!
I am going to get so fat! <3 Yummy yummy swedish food instead of..rice... and...rice.. ><
Right now, I feel like locking myself into my apartment, listening to phantom of the opera soundtrack, for the rest of the time until it's time to go to Sweden with E and Y. <3 But that's impossible to pull off....I mean... I will get a visitor in just a couple of hours... and... I look terrible, feel terrible and feel like being terrible. Blueh. I hope I can keep my mouth shut. :(
Neh, now it's time for cigarettes, frontierville and later on some One Piece episodes... then a shower... and then study... I guess I should clean too... poor T... he always has to withstand my messy sides. lol.
Byew
Ueh.
Stupid day with stupid thoughs.
I coughed myself through a really hard and annoying test in school today.
Hopefully I didn't fail that hard. :) ehe.
Have enother test tomorrow, because I missed the one yesterday.
I'm not looking forward to it, and I don't feel like studying. :)
It's too hot.
Btw, I am so tired of my weak ass body right now. >_<
Shape up for fucks sake! I don't have time to be sick all the time. :S
No I mean SERIOUSLY!? I realized today how bad it was when my korean friend Deon-san said that he would bring me some cold medicine, and I was like "いいえ、大丈夫だよ。 薬がある。" and he answered that with;"Okey, but it can't be that good medicine? Be'cuz you have been sick since June?"
Have it really been that long since I was well? O_O Seriously?
WAH!
And if that wasn't enough I came across this annoying girl today. >_< Gah, I can't stand her. Wah, I want to hang out with M and trashtalk people we don't know. <3 God, I need some gossip and badmouthing. Seriously. I miss my girlfriends.
And I need the "Eh!? SHUT THE FUCK UP!?" instead of the "EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH!?"s and the "USSSSSSOOOOOO!?"... I am so tired..
I just want to put something on their mouths when they get thoose highpitched disgusting voices. >_< Ew. I want Sweden. I need a vacation! NOW!
I am going to get so fat! <3 Yummy yummy swedish food instead of..rice... and...rice.. ><
Right now, I feel like locking myself into my apartment, listening to phantom of the opera soundtrack, for the rest of the time until it's time to go to Sweden with E and Y. <3 But that's impossible to pull off....I mean... I will get a visitor in just a couple of hours... and... I look terrible, feel terrible and feel like being terrible. Blueh. I hope I can keep my mouth shut. :(
Neh, now it's time for cigarettes, frontierville and later on some One Piece episodes... then a shower... and then study... I guess I should clean too... poor T... he always has to withstand my messy sides. lol.
Byew
måndag 19 juli 2010
We are
Ueh... I feel so bad. And I think I might have to re-think some stuff in my calculations.. hm... stupid people do stupid things...
First of all; Why the hell are you tortouring me?
Second; Why are YOU so ungrateful?
Third; Why don't you want friends?
To sum it up. Right now, everyone and everything sucks. You are all shit.
Tomorrow is thankfully NO SCHOOL, wiiiie, so I can maybe get the chance to lose some of this horrid coughing are lightheadness.
And yeah, btw, no I don't hate you all. Some of you are still great, and you know who you are <3
Now bugger off will ya?
First of all; Why the hell are you tortouring me?
Second; Why are YOU so ungrateful?
Third; Why don't you want friends?
To sum it up. Right now, everyone and everything sucks. You are all shit.
Tomorrow is thankfully NO SCHOOL, wiiiie, so I can maybe get the chance to lose some of this horrid coughing are lightheadness.
And yeah, btw, no I don't hate you all. Some of you are still great, and you know who you are <3
Now bugger off will ya?
fredag 16 juli 2010
R.I.P 大佑
Sleep well 大佑様 <3
You are always in our hearts. <3
Today one of the greatest men in japanese music history died a sudden death, most likely because of his weak heart. The terrible and sad new have been shaking us all evening. I don't think... I can even describe how I feel right now...I have no other feelings than.. sadness. I send all his friends and family my condolenses. I am so sorry for your loss.
May you rest in peace 大佑様. <3
You will never be forgotten.
tisdag 13 juli 2010
I'm loving angels instead
Today one of my chinese classmates admitted that he was gay.
Because my teacher was like "When you talk to your girlfriend on the phone, do you get happy?" And he was like "Eh...acctually.. I am gay." And the reactions he got was horrible :( People were laughing, moving away from him (even his best friends!?) and my teacher were like "Then you should move to 2-chome, ehehe"
I mean WTF!? And I mean, they were SERIOUS!? I don't like my class anymore. Stupid prehistorical opinions....
The only good thing today was when I was working together with Choi-san and Rikai-san. They are both really cute. And Choi-san decided she wanted to know more about me or something, haha? :P What was that all about? Well, yeah I can't complain, I don't really have any friends in class now, so... she was like "When is your birthday?, why did you come to Japan?, what did you study in highschool?" lol. びっくりした！ But it made me happy.
It was hell going to school today. Still feel really sick. But I am happy I went. Because... I really don't want to miss anymore school now. :( Like.. today my Swedish friend got like... his final warning. >_< He's been absent from school too much... so if he can't make it like..100% this month they will have to expell him.
I have like... kind of okey attendance, but... I am still worried. I don't want shit like that to destroy my life in Japan.
Well... luckyli it's just like... 2 weeks until the summerbreak and SWEDEN!! <3 YAY!
I am so looking forward to meeting my friends, my family and my little baby-Elma! <3
Gosh, I am soooooo hungry :(
So I think I will eat the ramen E and M bought me yesterday. Maybe watch some episodes of gossipgirl? :) Or one piece? :D
Or just eat and listen to The baseballs.... grrr.... I never get tired of them really!
Hoho, I am thinking about maybe make this blog public to my friends? But there are still ppl I don't want to read it though... hm... I'll see...
Janee~
Because my teacher was like "When you talk to your girlfriend on the phone, do you get happy?" And he was like "Eh...acctually.. I am gay." And the reactions he got was horrible :( People were laughing, moving away from him (even his best friends!?) and my teacher were like "Then you should move to 2-chome, ehehe"
I mean WTF!? And I mean, they were SERIOUS!? I don't like my class anymore. Stupid prehistorical opinions....
The only good thing today was when I was working together with Choi-san and Rikai-san. They are both really cute. And Choi-san decided she wanted to know more about me or something, haha? :P What was that all about? Well, yeah I can't complain, I don't really have any friends in class now, so... she was like "When is your birthday?, why did you come to Japan?, what did you study in highschool?" lol. びっくりした！ But it made me happy.
It was hell going to school today. Still feel really sick. But I am happy I went. Because... I really don't want to miss anymore school now. :( Like.. today my Swedish friend got like... his final warning. >_< He's been absent from school too much... so if he can't make it like..100% this month they will have to expell him.
I have like... kind of okey attendance, but... I am still worried. I don't want shit like that to destroy my life in Japan.
Well... luckyli it's just like... 2 weeks until the summerbreak and SWEDEN!! <3 YAY!
I am so looking forward to meeting my friends, my family and my little baby-Elma! <3
Gosh, I am soooooo hungry :(
So I think I will eat the ramen E and M bought me yesterday. Maybe watch some episodes of gossipgirl? :) Or one piece? :D
Or just eat and listen to The baseballs.... grrr.... I never get tired of them really!
Hoho, I am thinking about maybe make this blog public to my friends? But there are still ppl I don't want to read it though... hm... I'll see...
Janee~
måndag 12 juli 2010
Hey there failure.
I am such a failure. Seriously. I suck so hard it's not even funny.
I couldn't manage to go to school today. But well, I had reasons! :(
For example;
1. I slept all and all around 3 hours at the most
2. I am sick.
3. Troath hurts
4. Nose is totally clogged
5. Head hurts
6. Really bad cough
7. Think I have a fever
But there are also reasons why I suck so hard for staying home.
For example;
1. Hori-sensei will be terrible mad at me tomorrow
2. If we have any homeworks till tomorrow, I wouldn't know
3. I missed some really important explanations on some kanjis I don't understand
4. My attendance will be worse again
5. I won't understand a word tomorrow
6. Someone is ringing my doorbell, and I'm to scared to open
But there are also some good stuff comming out of me staying at home.
Such as;
1. I finally felt like I slept enough
2. I will save some money today, because I don't have to take the train to school
3. S may take pity in me and bring me some yummie 100yen cookies
So hm... what will I do today? Well.... it's already 15.38 so... I guess I will smoke for some hours...wait for the people working in the apartment next to mine will go away so I can buy me something to eat...Maybe watch the episode of Gossipgirl I didn't had the strenght to watch yesterday. Play some frontierville?
Who knows? Well... I can't sleep anymore so... I have to do something.
It's a brand new start - if it's good or bad? Well...we'll see.
Yeaha.
I don't know what made me do this.
Maybe it's a really bad thing to do.
I already have a blog. Well.. two other blogs acctually.
But... I don't feel like... it's me anymore.
It's just... someplace where I bitch and moan, but always have to think about what I write, because almost everyone I know read it. Ueh.
I hate that. To have like... a limit to what I can and can't write.
People I can and can't hurt.
Well, this blog is for me. A new start. Hopefully of something better.
Today was great.
I woke up next to the person I love, Tomo-cha~n. We had decided to go see a movie in Shinjuku, so we had to get up pretty early (around 1 in the afternoon.. And yeah THAT'S EARLY). But we failed ofcourse. I acctually managed to get up att around 2pm, but I didn't really feel the urge to wake up the little trol. So I let him sleep for another hour while I put on the mask(the mask of makeup and so on). Then I got stuck in front of my computer as usual, (playing heroes 3 makes me forget my own name for gods sake) so when I finally decided to wake him, he realized we had missed the movie. Oops... Well, we decided to see Toy story 3 in 3D instead, and that meant time for some lazy cozy time in bed. I love that about having a partner that totally sucks at english (and yeha, I suck at Japanese so..eehe) it leaves more space for cozy cuddling and non-verbal experiences. lol.
Yeah... why do I always get stuck on irrelevant stuff? Pfft.
Well, we ate soba, smoked till we couldn't breathe (yeah we are both trying to stop smoking lol) and then saw the friggin' movie. It was awesome btw. Totally worth...his money. Ueh. I get so spoiled when I have a wonderful man in my life. I have to remember to tell him to be less nice to me or something. lol.
Then we went home, spent some hours in bed, and then he went home to Saitama.
After that I tried to spend som "Malin-time" watching Gossipgirl (oh how I missed that show) but that didn't really worked out as I wanted it to...hrpf.
Well... now I am stuck mailing with this weird Japanese guy who can't seem to get my hints that I have no interest in him whatsoever... and I can't sleep. Yeeey.
Life is brilliant, and I want to die.
School starts in 4 hours and I haven't slept at all.
Fuck it.
Well... I think that makes for my first ...what the fuck is the word in english? Ad? Eh, whatever. Goodnight bitches and spacemens.
~
I don't know what made me do this.
Maybe it's a really bad thing to do.
I already have a blog. Well.. two other blogs acctually.
But... I don't feel like... it's me anymore.
It's just... someplace where I bitch and moan, but always have to think about what I write, because almost everyone I know read it. Ueh.
I hate that. To have like... a limit to what I can and can't write.
People I can and can't hurt.
Well, this blog is for me. A new start. Hopefully of something better.
Today was great.
I woke up next to the person I love, Tomo-cha~n. We had decided to go see a movie in Shinjuku, so we had to get up pretty early (around 1 in the afternoon.. And yeah THAT'S EARLY). But we failed ofcourse. I acctually managed to get up att around 2pm, but I didn't really feel the urge to wake up the little trol. So I let him sleep for another hour while I put on the mask(the mask of makeup and so on). Then I got stuck in front of my computer as usual, (playing heroes 3 makes me forget my own name for gods sake) so when I finally decided to wake him, he realized we had missed the movie. Oops... Well, we decided to see Toy story 3 in 3D instead, and that meant time for some lazy cozy time in bed. I love that about having a partner that totally sucks at english (and yeha, I suck at Japanese so..eehe) it leaves more space for cozy cuddling and non-verbal experiences. lol.
Yeah... why do I always get stuck on irrelevant stuff? Pfft.
Well, we ate soba, smoked till we couldn't breathe (yeah we are both trying to stop smoking lol) and then saw the friggin' movie. It was awesome btw. Totally worth...his money. Ueh. I get so spoiled when I have a wonderful man in my life. I have to remember to tell him to be less nice to me or something. lol.
Then we went home, spent some hours in bed, and then he went home to Saitama.
After that I tried to spend som "Malin-time" watching Gossipgirl (oh how I missed that show) but that didn't really worked out as I wanted it to...hrpf.
Well... now I am stuck mailing with this weird Japanese guy who can't seem to get my hints that I have no interest in him whatsoever... and I can't sleep. Yeeey.
Life is brilliant, and I want to die.
School starts in 4 hours and I haven't slept at all.
Fuck it.
Well... I think that makes for my first ...what the fuck is the word in english? Ad? Eh, whatever. Goodnight bitches and spacemens.
~
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