It still lingers on..

What the hell am I doing? And why the hell am I here?

Ueh.

Stupid day with stupid thoughs.
I coughed myself through a really hard and annoying test in school today.
Hopefully I didn't fail that hard. :) ehe.
Have enother test tomorrow, because I missed the one yesterday.
I'm not looking forward to it, and I don't feel like studying. :)
It's too hot.
Btw, I am so tired of my weak ass body right now. >_<
Shape up for fucks sake! I don't have time to be sick all the time. :S
No I mean SERIOUSLY!? I realized today how bad it was when my korean friend Deon-san said that he would bring me some cold medicine, and I was like "いいえ、大丈夫だよ。　薬がある。" and he answered that with;"Okey, but it can't be that good medicine? Be'cuz you have been sick since June?"
Have it really been that long since I was well? O_O Seriously?
WAH!

And if that wasn't enough I came across this annoying girl today. >_< Gah, I can't stand her. Wah, I want to hang out with M and trashtalk people we don't know. <3 God, I need some gossip and badmouthing. Seriously. I miss my girlfriends.
And I need the "Eh!? SHUT THE FUCK UP!?" instead of the "EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH!?"s and the "USSSSSSOOOOOO!?"... I am so tired..
I just want to put something on their mouths when they get thoose highpitched disgusting voices. >_< Ew. I want Sweden. I need a vacation! NOW!
I am going to get so fat! <3 Yummy yummy swedish food instead of..rice... and...rice.. ><

Right now, I feel like locking myself into my apartment, listening to phantom of the opera soundtrack, for the rest of the time until it's time to go to Sweden with E and Y. <3 But that's impossible to pull off....I mean... I will get a visitor in just a couple of hours... and... I look terrible, feel terrible and feel like being terrible. Blueh. I hope I can keep my mouth shut. :(

Neh, now it's time for cigarettes, frontierville and later on some One Piece episodes... then a shower... and then study... I guess I should clean too... poor T... he always has to withstand my messy sides. lol.

Byew