Anger management anyone?

I am really angry at the moment.
There is no new thing that I really dislike companies like CSN, SI and Gouda for various reasons. But what they all have in common is that they are all bloodsucking leeches. For real. CSN don't want us to live proper lives in Japan and give us less and less money. SI wants to have a bigger share of the cake, and raises the prices every year. And Gouda don't care if you are dying, they just don't want to give you any money at all.

But this was seriously the worst. I mailed my contact person on SI today and told her that I had paid their bills. And I told her that I hoped that I had done everything right. But instead of checking with the economy department or whatever she totally disrespectful towards me and tells me that; "That's my own responsibility to know stuff like that and that if I did anything wrong, well, then it sucks to be me. Because then they will charge me extra, for making it wrong."

OMG!? Is it supposed to be like that? Are they really allowed to be that rude to us? We are in fact their customers, and that would in the practic make them obliged to treat us nice, so we still want to "buy" their product, right? I mean seriously?
I have had huge amounts of problems with theese 3 companies over the past year. And... I am getting really tired.. I mean... okey....CSN is behaving lika asses all the time, towards EVERYONE. But they are the only ones that can help up afford to study abroud. But Gouda and Si... what the hell are they thinking? I mean...there are tons of other companies just like them out there who would be happy to have me/us as their customers. But they just don't care do they?

God. I wish them all the suffering and pain we have felt this past year. The many days we couldn't afford to eat, the days we were in so much pain we had to go to the hospital, the days we couldn't go to school, because we didn't have the money.
I wish they would feel it for themselves.

Haha, I know I sounds like a spoiled brat now, but ...could you survive a year on 2 onigiris a day? Because, that's the way they want us to live. That we get sick and can't go to school because of that... well... that's our own fault.

And I guess I could find a job.. but yeah... let's face it.. it's not that easy. Because I am a foreigner, I can't get that many jobs. And the jobs I CAN get, I can't take, because they are illegal or have the wrong working hours. I wish I were a korean or a chinese person. Because seriously, ALL of my korean and chinese friends have jobs. Not good jobs, but jobs. Because they can work in chinese or korean restaurants. And I am jealous. Really jealous.

I would take pretty much any job, that wouldn't kick me out of the country. But the competition is....horrible.

So... what to do what to do?
Well yeah... all I CAN do, is to eat 2 onigiris a day and shut up about it.

Don't you strutt that ass to me!

Omg. I am so tired of struck up bitches who can't stop struttin' their asses and shit. I mean, FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! Give it a rest will ya? You are not BETTER than anyone else. You could be nice gals, but instead you're killing every ounce of respect I ever had for you. Shame on you. Nobody likes a "skrytmåns" as it's called in Swedish.
I will never, ever respect your way of living. And that's a fact. If you can't be more respectful to people with lesser incom, no rich parents, not that nice clothes and not that many skills when it comes to school and achivements I will never respect you :)
Maybe you think that I'm a two headed bitch for saying this, but hey, I don't care. Just because I'm not the same person as you are you can't treat me like I'm less worth than you. Because, that just ain't right. Didn't you moma told you to treat people as you yourself want to be treated? Well, my did.

Off for a smoke, and then I think I have to wake up the snoring, sleeping beauty in my bed, haha.
Think his work starts in 2 hours or so... or.. well.. I hope so... because he never told me his working hours today. lol. I hope he starts 5... and not...2... omg.. I hope he don't blame me for not waking him then, haha.

Yeye

Chocolate Disco / Perfect Weapon

Okey.
I don't know where this post is comming from or anything... but just listen/watch the songs, okey? One of them is a cute girlband from Japan who sings about "Chocolate disco". It's so awesome it's creepy. lol. And the other band is a band from America, and some of you would call them emo, and some of you would call them harcore. Well, labeling is for morans, so I just call it really great music.


Well, that's about all I wanted to say. That's two really good bands, and ... as I told ya before, listen...watch. They are awesome.