Cry much?

Oh yeah...
I haven't cried this much to a movie since... hm... seriously, I can't remember.
What could be worse, seriously? I won't spoil anything, but...I really recommend this movie to everyone. Okey, maybe not to my friend M. He would totally bash it. But that's just because he's a moran. (love ya anyway M) No, but seriously!
Especially you P (you know who you are<3). I think you would love it. And you should recommend both S and S to see it too. I would tell them, but neither of them are reading my blog. (buhuuuu. : ( )

(And yeah, it's a bad pic, but I'm tired and don't have the time to find a good one. blablabla)


And yeah, it's Rob Pattinson, and YES, he is awesome without the sparkles and the golden eyes. I'm not bashing, bcuz you all know I love TTS. So fu.
And yes 2, it's claer (how the fuck do you spell that name) from Lost. And she is awesome. So awesome.

Going to bed. Big kanjitest tomorrow.

men = shit

I am so tired of men.

Chocolate Rain

I am not okey.
Or I guess... I don't know.
I could really use a dancing man dressed up as a strawberry right now.


Will upload some pics from Daisukes memorial soon... today... or tomorrow... Just got them today so...

Krrrr..

Just decided I am really going to try to go to Daisukes memorial service the 16th of Agust at zepp tokyo.

"It will begin at 4:30pm and ending at 11:00pm. The last reception will be at 10:30pm. For the event they ask that you wear only casual clothing. The flower offering is open to all who may come to honor Daisuke."

I am not only going for my own sake but also as a favor to a friend, who is a really big (or was) Daisuke and Kagrou fan. The problem is that you can only give one flower each, and that's a problem since I want to give one from myself, but also one from my friend. But we will figure it out somehow.

Going to eat lunch with my father in 30 minutes. And then buy batteries and chokolate. I am seriously not in the mood. Stupid trip. Sweden I love you, but you're bringing me down. And also, Tokyo I REALLY love you, but you're REALLY bringin me down. Pah.

Btw, it's my brothers birthday today. Happy b-day bro! I love you <3

Well, I guess I'm off for a smoke. 7 hours left until I leave Sweden for another year or so. <3

Why so serious?

It's just a few hours left for me in this oh so cold country, before I return to the country as hot as the gates of hell. Ueh.
I am feeling sentimental...I acctually... don't want to go back.
I don't want to return to the place closest to my heart. I don't want to return to my wonderful mans arms. I don't want to return to my friends, my school, my life...I don't want to.

I can't sleep. Odd huh? Every single night since I returned to my home country, I have been sleeping like a baby. But now, when I know what is waiting tomorrow, I can't sleep. I am acctually...afraid..to go back. Haha. Right now I just want...safe. Home. Mother. Father. Siblings. Dog. Friends. Best friends. Safe. Comfortable.

WAH I AM SO SPOILED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Change of subject.
Due to my lack of sleep I grew rather restless, tried to call some friends, became tired, hung up, became restless, took a smoke, became tired, stepped inside, became restless....and so on. So I ended up browsing through my fathers new blue ray movies and choosed "Scorpionking 2 - rise of a warrior" or something klyshe like that. lol.
It was really bad..but at the same time REALLY awesome. Slendid fighting scenes, very puuuuuuuuurdy men, sexy women....it had everything. lol.
So now I am really extatic about it, and can't sleep. Haha.
The maincharacter, Michael Copon, was seriously....the best I've seen in months.
(Hm...well...at least since last week...I mean...Jacob....Embry...grrrrrrrrrrrrr<3)
I mean, LOOK AT HIM!

Now I am going to bed, to try to catch some sleep. :)
I really hope I can get away from this horrid feeling until tomorrow. I don't know if I can manage to ...live through this another day. Pffh. It's exhausting.

Well..I love you mother. <3
G'nighty.